THANATOS-IF I CAN'T BE YOURS-

幾個月前回家的路上，突然想起這一段旋律。
記得那是Evangelion劇場版中的插曲。
而後，稍微找一下就找到這首歌。聽起來頗哀傷。
前陣子常常在聽。

THANATOS-IF I CAN'T BE YOURS-
作詞：MASH╱作曲．編曲：鷺巢詩郎

Now its time, I fear to tell
I've been holding it back so long
But something strange deep inside of me is happening
I feel unlike
I've ever felt
And it's makin' me scared
That I may not be what I (think I am)

What of us, what do I say
Are we both from a different world
Cos every breath that I take, I breathe it for you
I couldn't face my life without you
And I'm so afraid
There's nothing to comfort us
What am I, if I can't be yours

I don't sleep, don't feel a thing
And my senses have all but gone
Can't even cry from the pain, can't shed a tear now
I realise
We're not the same
And it's makin' me sad
Cos we can't fulfil our dream (in the life)

So I must, let us break free
I can never be what you need
If there was a way, through the hurt
Then I would find it
I'd take the blows. Yes I would fight it
But this is the one. Impossible dream to live
What am I, if I can't be yours